Saturday, April 4, 2009
Heart Broken
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I felt so empty now ... Really damn dissapointed and depressed ... I wonder what's wrong with me huh ? I really regret that I had put so much hope on you.. really... It return with nothing but dissapointment . I found out that I cant rely on my six sense anymore . It turned out to be so wrong. Maybe it's the time for me to make my own decision without rely on my six sense... I had think it throughly yesterday night .. and I cried badly too... I finally realised that my dream will never come true after all... It's because that I found out that someone had already occupied the space inside your heart .. and the person wasn't me. It's hurting me badly.... I don't understand why this time I will fall in love so seriously .. I never be like this before ... And now I am really very regret ... I keep asking myself... why everytime when I seriously fall in love with someone and it will turn out to be I am the one who get hurt? and I cant get any answer to this question ... I'm thinking that maybe I wasn't suitable for serious relationship after all ? I decided to give up ... I don't want the sadness to rule my whole mind.. I hope that I can really get through this sadness fast... But I still need some time..
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:06:00 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
